Hey dude.. Today not really get a mood because I argue with my hubby. Haiz, morning went to momma office help momma working, never eat breakfast and lunch because not felt to eat whatever imma hungry. When 12.00pm hubby acc me to having a lunch, I just acc him eat and myself never ate. Cause really moody :( Because of my little baby hubb <3 . Hubby sorry for everything I hurt you. After that hubby also moody already he thought me do not want to acc him, actually not. Just my fault, it's my problem. When I saw a facebook, I saw something make my heart pain. Hubby make his relationship to single. I comment his wall can I choose to be his girlfriend forever? He said am not a girl friend he want it, he say when I really be a girl just only find him. That time am really hurt, so much. After that hubbies grandma call me and say bring a dinner for hub's. I say okay and waiting her coming. When they are coming HY and HJ ask me what happend for us? Us means me and hubb's. I said nothing, nobody wrong, just a problem. I saw hubb's keep noisy talking to his grandma, and I sitting inside the office and talking to HY and HJ. After that grandma with HY them are back, hubb's never say anything. He didn't see my face and just straigh back to hostel... After that momma bring me, 2 brother , xiang , mandy and momma kai kor to having dinner too. When we reach the restoran, I started can't control myself, am crying.. Brother's keep help me wipe my tears. But my tears keep drops, I can't control. I felt sadness. I feel hurt... Momma ask me why, I keep say nothing nothing nothing. 2 brother's keep try to make me smile, I smile and laugh, but laugh until cry again... Keep drops a tears. I really never think hubb's will impulsive say away before. I cried and cried, brother's keep wipe my tears. When the foods is coming, all eating but I never, cause really no mood to eat. I miss him alot, and crying... After that momma ask me to sit her beside, and told me to don't cry, my girl is a strong girl, not so easy to tear off. Momma said's : My girl really strong before, why because a boy want make yourself like this? Momma saw you like this momma also sad too. My girl don't cry, everything will be okay. Momma love's you. <3 Momma, thanks for your caring and I LOVE YOU. You're the best momma in this world. I love you so much much ! And I cry inside momma hugs. So sad :( And hubb's still texting with me, he say he thought I will retain. My little baby hubb's, I thought you will retain me when you're going. Finally we together back just now. Hubb's grandma too worry me, keep calling my phone and ask me what happend. Grandma, really nothing :) Don't worry, thanks for caring. I just hope hubb's do not leave again forever. This time is you said break up 5th times. :'( ILOVEYA.
Hubb's, do not break our promise :( I scared. Cause am really love.
I hope we can together forever. And EVER. :)
Stop for blogging. Today really moody. Night.
I LOVE YOU <3
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